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July 31 Uggggg....After I already give myself a red card, I can't stand it anymore!!!!!I need to loose weight!!no wasting time i started it 3 days ago now, with lots of salsa, veg, fruit and some meat with no Carb( carbohydred) for first 2 weeks i love this plan, but seriously it make me feels so much like a balloon my belly is full of so much wind inside, but then again i generally fill it up with loadsssss of gabage( white carb and other none sense stuffs) will see after 2 weeks what is gonna happen??? Fight!! Fight!!(^0^)//
July 21 Ugg...! Finally i can throw the whole damn thingy in my website,to update for you guys that i'm still alive and fuckin busy now a day in my life is just home and work it's seems ( at least Andy is another great timing i use in the day ), but then again i really wish all the friends will be available in the same time or just leave next door...huuurrr....anyway just check it out my friends, Love you all loadssssssssssssssssssssss July 17 Such a longggggg long time that i didn't update my website, so many things happen in my life everything seems so fast....now i'm working with Bed Supperclub for almost half year, all of my friends seems so busy as well, by the way there is some picturez from our staff trip please check it out!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is a greatest day, It's Andy's birthday " Happy Birthday My Big Boy " wish tobe with you for all of my life already, have loadssss of food yesterday and many many cakes with Andy so fun, tho today I didn't feel really well just thinking of you (Andy) it's make my day a lots better!!! Love you loads
Kiss a millions for the sweetest guy I ever seen ,
Mina
P.S. I really miss someone so badly now, i actually miss him everyday, but today is a lots more than normal, but he is so far away to give you a clue he is in Chicago and he is one of my best friend ever and forever, hope he will miss me sometime too wish he will be fine, I really do miss you,XOXO February 21 Oh godch !!! after i didn't really have time for myself and a loverly blog for agessssss but today i have a great news for myself i finally got a job i think i will be really like at a cool cool club call " Bed Supperclub" for an operator!! how cool is that !
I've to confess that i quit desperately have no inspiration for myself that what i like to do or what i can do since i've got back from korea...but now it's getting better and better hehehehhe......wish me luck for my new job!!! by the way I've a website for you guys in case you would like to have a look
November 17 Urgg!....to many things to update just for to day since 11th, Nov ,coz by 13th, Nov night ,my darling Andi is finally arrived in my amazing country to stay with me!!!( How cool!!!)we done loadsssss of things together ;
- Take a tuk tuk taxi for the first time ( He loves it!) and of course, go to Khaosand rd.
- Eat eat eat eat and eat andi finally understand me that's why I was so depress while I'm in Korea..well.. Thai people love eating we eat all day with big or small nice yummy things on the street or in the luxury restaurant ( well.....and it mostly sooo yummy !! )and of course nobody spit on the street just next to you while you about to eat some chicken kebab and people are really kind and friendly .
- Loadsssssss of shopping ( trust me loads and loadsss )
- Just yesterday (16th, Nov) I took andi to do some real Thai tradition kinda thing for the first time, yesterday was a " Loy Krathong Day " we float a flower boat made from babana leaf or bread ( good for river)in a river to worship and apologized ( that we made a water dirty ) to the water goddess we went around Rama the 8 th bridge soooo crownded of Thai and farang( foreigner in Thai ) peoples, so beautiful .
-  Take Andy to see all of my very super close friends ( They like him loadsssssss which is what i knew already at first !! hehe! )and about to take him to see my mom and other friends later in a week
- By the way, I did meet one of Andi's friend ,though ( She really nice actually wonder why she be friend with andi )
Lots of plan for now and in the future... Can't believe! how my life go crazy like this all the time like sooooooo busy and then just suddenly too quiet and then gonna be sooooo crazy busy again really can't wait to back to work again and also hopefully for Andi to get a nice decent job...hmmmm..don't know how was it gonna be in the future but one thing I can say without have to think is " I fuckin' love Thaialand!!!!!!! " and so glad to come back here again!!
bye for now gonna post some more photos of yesterday tomorrow...... uummmaaa!!!!!!
November 09 Well as I said yesterday.. how nice to be home blaaaaaaa...., but then again I just find out myself with a massive laundry and another pack up coz of my moving mission this coming Sundi, I really do wish that all my clothes and stuffs can clean themselves!!!, by the way just watched some new movie trailer 'bout bad part of Jennifer Aniston ( " The break up " is the name of the movie )...looks quite fun and again Harry Potter and a globet of fire, I know people keep say that the movie was suck so hard while they compare with the book, and so what! I don't give a tiny shit ass..just wanna see it, you can't see the broom flying through your eyes on the cover of the book, isn't it?
They have a very cool cool website tho, check it out
November 08 Finally I've got home...such a nice nice thing tobe in my mother land again.., my flight back was not too bad too, though it's sooo many rain strom, and the other thing is....I can finally find one quite nice apt.in a great area for me and Andi after loadsss of phone call I made , since I came back , it's quite big (44 sqm. studio on the14th floor) with nice view,balcony , bathtub, cable TV and facilities, very close to my favourite mall, enormous 24 hours theater and tesco for just 10-15 mins......cool innit!
By the way, I can't believe how much money I used since i come back just a couple days , too many things to do and pay.. , I kinda finally have certain plan for myself about job and things so...while Andy's here I hope everything will be more fun and wish myself luck for my job hunting.......brought loads of books today of course! Harry Potter V. ( in Thai!!wicked!! ) Well....I can read just comedy kinda book only in English, but can't really get into it with the adventure kinda book like that, Cosmopolitan ( my bible!!), Cleo (other lady magazine), book about TOEIC test and cool funny book about flight attendant and how to prepared for application, still have more mission to look for a Thai language book for Andi to learn to speak and read tho....hmmm...really looking forward for Andi to come so then, I can take him ( and myself ) to have some Thai massage or reflexology...hmmmmm....massageeeee
Hope myself can have a nice longgggggggggg sleep to night! The weather here is kinda nice ,but also quite bitchy in the same time ( not too hot , but rain a lots still sometime ) so easy for me to get a cold...so better save then sorry September 16 Finally..finished all my pack!and about to go to airport in a couple hours...quite excited about to travel alone tho..it's not a first time, but then again to see an immigration is not really favourite part of my trip at all..wish me luck and hope everything will be ok
But then again, don't know why I'm quite wanna get away from Thailand for one more time before come back for my real life..... work hard and be grow up ......
La Gon Thailand see you 'n a couple months and Ayung Korea see you in hours!
September 14 Have you ever been feel like me?....Feels like you are in middle of million people but seems so alone....being home but feel so far away from it......for me it happens a lots of the time since, I come back here everything is good but seems not enough for me not to think of somebody I've always see him every morning...text him..hear his voice...and see his face...
I know it just gonna be a couple days from now to go back to my babe Andy, after almost a month we be apart. Maybe it's because today have a hard rain and so gray for almost all the day since last night...I quite like it in a way...coz it's not too hot and quite chilly actually in bkk today, gonna be so nice to be home and rolling around on the bed and read some nice books, but it's gonna be incredible if I can just hide myself underneath the cover in a nice warm bed with Andy......
  'Til I see you again ...babe...
Just have lots of thought about what do I wanna do with you already!!
Love you loadsssssssssssssss ....See ya very soon!!!!
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September 10
Yeah since, I woke up this morning there is loadsssss of thing i'm curious about, but one thing that really stuck in my head.....What if life short ?? What if I want to have fun and happiness all the time in my life, but have to die fast ? Will it be possible and better than being on this world with lots of sadness, and can stay here for ages and one day I forget all of happiness I did have before.....well I have no idea where is that thought came from....but I think when I die, people can remember me as a fun loving girl...................
I know somebody may say " my thought it sounds like a kid who just have no idea about death ......." but...., Can anybody tell me when will you die....??????????????
Life is short !!! Let's celebreat for your everyday life !! Let's have loads of fun and stay away from sadness as far as you can!! Love yourself more but don't forget to love anothers....just like one of my cool cool friend
" Dev " said before ;
" Life is just like an ice cream ..You have to eat it before it melt ! " 
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September 09
Sorry....that I didn't update my blog for many days well actually since I'm back in bkk all I have in my head is just food eat food eat well...but today i have more interesting things to talk about ;
Relax & rejuvenate your body & mind Increase your body awareness Relieve emotional stress & burnout Encourage sounder sleep Facilitate the grieving process Reduce muscle soreness & fatigue Develop the capacity to trust & to receive Improve athletic performance Prepare for an exam Offer support through crisis or transition Nurture self esteem Augment psychotherapy or counseling
and thousand of reasons why should we go for a massage!
Yes ,that was a greattttttt benefits from " Thai Massage " a incredible relaxation....!!
Today I went to have a 2 hours Thai massage for just a 300 b. sooo worth it !!!!to get a massage by perfessional masseur, who bring back my 23 years old girl life!!! lolzzz....I felt soooo horrible for long long time so stress and then it turn my body to sore all over, but after that massage today is such a heaven....I don't have to bet I know tonight I'm gonna sleep well as a baby , They will start from your left foot cause to start from your feet is the best stimulate place for your whole body blood pressure ( I know it, cause actually hehe I already had 2 massage certificates of my own too )so it was so good for people who have high blood pressure and bad headache like mind grain .
To massage somebody is not difficute at all but to know how to massage in the right way, to heal muscles and take away the patient illness takes time and lots of experiences to practice ...... so that's makes me so curious and really wanna learn it...first week it was so killed me my whole body sore like death!!...mm.. don't you have to curious about my hand ...ahha...I almost can't use spoon & fork to eat anything...and lost some weights ( cool innit!! ), but the benefits is not just that....after that course I'm being a lots more calm and patiant ( Lucky!! ) but anyway, I have to insist, that I loved to have a massage than be a masseur! I love massage!!!!!!( but I love you more, Andy ) ....
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September 05 I will remember you, will you remember me? Don't let your life pass you by Weep not for all the memories
I think everybody going to have some irresistable peoples passed through your life...one of them in my life....I'll never forget and still can feel, How was it like while we first kiss....a person who teach me...what is love......but so funny that too afraid to love me back... still..I feel so lucky that at least I did love someone and no matter what..i'll never forget him.
I'm so afraid to love you But more afraid to lose Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose Once there was a darkness Deep and endless night
Yea...sometime there was something out of your hand to understand...I learned how to let go things and feeling....I even just think that I maybe not love again....................
But you have to understand, that," Love " is one of the most uncontrolable.....thing ...and then again , It's come in to my life , but this time is such a warm like a sunlight in a winter...fresh like a sea breeze in a very hot day....and lots of passion burning inside...It such a sweet surrender to love somebody and beloved in return.... Thank you babe....i really thankful to have you in my life...
Lyrics ; Sarah Mclachlan
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September 03 Well......today is been kinda pain in the ass for me to try not to think of my boyfriend , I mean think of him so much...and badly . 
mmmm.....Let talk about me and my dear babe a bit He is an English guy name Andy white skin tall with a messy hair at the first time , I met him ( but don't know why ,but I kinda like it ....What about me? I'm just an ordinary chubby brown skin Thai girl , who just graduated university and wanna go travel and see the world , oh...yea , We met in Korea....and we have longggggggggggg.......long ....long story about how we met...I still have no idea , that why I text him back after i met him in Hongdae ,South Korea....He is kinda drunk already but still tried so hard to talk to me about Thailand and gave me his number ..and by unknown reason . I just think of him a lots after several days passed by with lots of questions in my head....Will he recognized me??...Is he really like me?....What will it be if i meet him while he is not drunk ??and like too many uncountable questions..(lolzzz..).I know i'm kinda weird ...to think of the guy who will maybe never gonna even just realize my face ,but just text him!! why not!!He could be so interesing .
Yea...First time I saw him ( again ) , He is soooo shy ( really unexpected ) and so polite....he's even blush while first time he touched my hand lolzzz....., but he is also so funny and open minded we start to talk talk and talk ...drink a bit an by some reason i just wanna see him again and again and him too .
My feeling at first , I think he maybe just didn't take anything seriously with me.....but after all , I asked him.. he said he is sooo nervous ( so cute!! ) after that for a couple weeks , He gave me a hand out of many terrible troubles ....which , I don't know why I told him that time...and then he just kinda asked me to move in and live with him in his apartment...
And then the story goes.....i just see more and more of him everyday...how funny and how nice , kind and gentle he is...but then my visa that time is almost run out and finally i have to go back home , We cried and cried .....and then.....the conclusion is , whatever keeps us together we'll do everyway.....so then , I decided to go back to him again in Korea....and again ....'til this time I'm now in Bkk and gonna go back in korea again ! in a couple weeks
And one great great thing happen is he decided that he really wanna come to Thailand to work and stay here with me for a couple years !!!! ...I really have no idea what is gonna happen next , but in my heart right now no matter what happen as long as we are together everything is gonna be just fine ....but all , I know now is I really do love him so much ...It just full in my heart and ..Yes , I know that he love me too !..., but now It's still in the next 2 weeks ' til I'll see him again...I know...It just 2 weeks ..just 14 days...quite soon , but !! It's not soon enough!! 
" I love you Andy I really do "
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September 02 Finally !! I'll go to visit khaosan rd. again after a week , I've been back in Bkk . In my Opinion khaosan rd. is one of the cool cool place in Bkk , though sometime people said It's changed too much too many clubs and bars , but i still love khaosan rd. no matter what .. ..It such a great combination between east & west , lots of nice and cheap place to hang out and party , shopping , cruising for a street foods ( pudthai , chicken kebab , papaya salad , etc. ) or just peoples watching with a nice cold bottle of beer in your hand ( which is the most favourite activity for me and my friends ) . The best time to go to Khaosan rd. is after 5 pm ( lots of clothes , peoples and not too hot ) . See you tonight kahosan rd....!!!
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